yea..first time^^

I Shuold't like that

2011-10-22T07:02:00.000-07:00

Sorry i don wan also why i like that!!!hate..don let me see all this things!!

How to follow Jesus

2010-08-25T05:47:00.000-07:00

Its been decades ever since i update my blog.haha. i attended the cell group on tuesday night.It was great. Everytime i will drag myself to church to attend cell. But each time i learn something from there. This week we talk about following jesus.
Just to ask, do u know how to follow jesus?? through prayer?? through worshipping?? The reall answer is to deny ourselves and carry our cross in our life. At first i was thinking wat does this mean. carry my cross?? deny myself?? weird......But after thinking for a period of time i finally understood the real meaning behind it.Sometimes we as a leader we may think dat of cos we are following jesus but did we really follow jesus? to deny ourselves mean to deny our interest in our life that pull us back from something.. For example. to me i like soccer and for sure i will go to play football.. and i will say no to other dates with my frien or even go to church just for football.. if we like something in our life we will automatically deny everything just for dat particular thing dat we like to do in our life. Same thing apply to Following jesus. Its hard follow jesus.. because sometimes we are so easy distracted by things around us, food and some material stuff. der are many temptations out there in dis world. To follow jesus we must ignore all these things around us and focus on him.. People may even mock at us why we so stupid in the sense of giving up everything just for jesus. And dont worry, jesus will never forsake us. He will be der for us. Its tough but we can do it if we ask god to help us. Focus and travel light^^

be better.

2010-03-05T18:40:00.000-08:00

feeling bad, moody, all kinds of negative feelings...trying to be a better person but ended up.....if not because of God i might do silly things...because of God i can staqnd firm no matter wat circumstances i m facing...thanks God without u nothing can be done....continue to lead me and guide me and what is the rite decision to make and wat is the rite thing to do...i will do wat u say...do wat u ask me to....i will be a better man not by my strength but God...its hard but its good..its tough but its a way to grow and be matured.

Dear first day in morning school

2010-01-04T06:14:00.000-08:00

It is a happy thing to see my dear going to morning school...becos of this , i tend to worry alot....worry whether the classmate of my dear good or bad....is the study environment of the class good or bad... everything i will worry and worry n worry...but my dear prayed for me n i prayed for her...den amazingly i stop to worry cos god take away all my worries and turn it into joy and peace... i feel a bit sad cos my dear will be tired... hope she can get used to it soon.... and guess wat we got our own study time table..when to call whento stuy when to do devotion....cool.....hope she can get good result ...all the best dear^^ god bless..love ya.

wat a wonderful chrsistmas...

2009-12-30T02:16:00.000-08:00

During this christmas i gained lots of things and i learn many things...Sometimes we cant satisty everyone...try to be one but in the end still fail...anyway hope i can be a better person...thank god for this christmas i had...i will trust god and pray to god everyday...thank god for my dear^^love u...thank god for my friends...and also thank god for giving me things that i need...i spend most of christmas time with my friends and dear...but i only got one photo...its me n my dear^^haha....

Thank god for everything.

2009-10-11T08:21:00.000-07:00

today i attend the night revival meeting...the pastor was great...the praise n worship is good too...but becos of something i couldnt worship n praise god...in the beginnig i my mind was thinking n dozens of question mark appeared in my mind...i wasnt able to concentrate to worship..den while i was standing der thinking of something....god said to me..y u stop worshiping me just becos of this little thing....dat time was alter call..n everyone walked out..n i dowan to go out...but god keep repeatng the same thing....dat time i know dat i have to go out le...cos god is calling me to go out...when i went out and stand der. a pastor came n prayed for me....n dat time got something heavy just pressing me down to my knees...n dat time god spoke to me again...he said he had bless me something that i had prayed for n he ask me not to worry cos he will take charge of everything n he promise me dat he will bless us..thank God for everything ... God i love u.... will cherish everything dat u had given me...n i will use this relationship to glorify ur name....

Time To Be Focus

2009-10-07T22:18:00.000-07:00

two more weeks n my holiday life will end..so now i have to focus in my studies n try to get good result not just only to reward myself but to my mom n also my dear dear...will try my best....i m blessed n i m contented for wat i had now...i can serve in church while i am still studying..i have a good mom that always care for me but in a very special way...and also to have a good gf lik her... i m grateful ...focus in my studies servings in church n also maintaining my relationship with my dear....add oil....time flies...it doesnt wait or stop for anyone in this world....so cherish n live my life to the fullest^^..thanks for everything my great God.....and thanks for ur support my dear...luv ya...^^

dear in genting.....

2009-09-21T07:42:00.000-07:00

really felt very bored..nothing to do...didnt sms her dat much cos she was busying shopping and playing...i really miss her very much...hope dat she's happy and had a wonderful time der...she is really a very good gal...we will do devotion together...chit chat ..sms....really wondering wats my dear doing der....really hope i can always be together with her always...but now still not the rite time...i will wait till dat day to come...cos blessed are dose who are patience...dear must happy o...love ya...^^

Five month

2009-07-15T06:12:00.000-07:00

Me and my dear we be togethe for 5 months le..and during these days,many things happened..happy and sad...we've went through together...it is good dat whenever i am happy or sad my dear will always be the first one to comfort me n laugh together...although we didn go out together before but we felt contented for the state we were in now..cos we will cherish the time dat we spend together more...and really thank God for everythning..and pray hard dat god will bless our relationship...miss her everyday...hope dat me n my dear able to go out together with a group of frens...or even one on one date...have to wait...i shall wait till dat day to come...love ya my dear...from Chou Ren..^^

Give n Receive love in relationship

2009-06-16T00:39:00.000-07:00

Many ppl have this problem in their relationship with their gal fren or boy fren....they will give 100 percent of their love to their partners but maybe dey will oni receive 50 percent from their partners.so its hard for those who were in this situation....And dis is one of the main reason that couples broke up..As for me..i m very lucky...i give 100 i will also receive 100...the more i give the more i reeceive...n i m very happy..cos whenever i felt moody or sad...she will give me more..not just love but will company me n make me happy..thanks sui ying...thanks for everything dat u have done for me..we cried for each other before...and from there we get to understand n love each other more...there's noone in this world is perfect...thats why we need to ti liang one another..at the beginning its hard and u may ask urself Y??but slowly u will think that its happy to be able to ti liang a gal that u love...cos if u don ti liang dat means u don love her...so we must ti liang one another..n rite now i cant do anything...i can oni sms n call her .. and the most important thing is we need to pray for each other and ask god to look after us n also our relationship....love ya my dear sui ying..pray hard...Ask and u will receive...thanks god for everything....school family church and my gal friend...^^

Set Ur priority rite...

2009-06-05T20:26:00.000-07:00

at the beginning i found that it was hard for me to focus onto the lord n worship him...cos when i am in church all that i want to do is to be able to talk to her n see her...never even think of god...cos that time my girl fren is rank number one in my life...god is second...dats why...but after attended dis seminar....aunty margret pull me back n guess wat i m able to focus onto our all mighty god again..n now god is number one and gal fren number two..its good...reallly....cos when u are able to worship god all ur worries n troubles will just 'poof'n gone...its like tons n tons of burden in my heart were lifted up by god..before i set god as the first place in my life..i often worried about my studies n especially my gal fren..whether she is doing fine in school..she got drink enough water or not...got ppl bully her or not..many things....but in fact when i set my priority rite,all these things seems to be nothing.cos all i need to do is just pray..n god will handle all this tiny matters for me..cos he loves me n also my gal fren..now i also happy dat tim got advice me..n sui ying also got tell me..we must put god first den oni bf gf..so i agree..thank god for such a fren n such a gal fren lik sui ying...may god continue to shower his blessing upon me n her n continue to watch over our relationship..Amen...thank god for eveything..thanks for ur advice tim..and thanks for my sui ying too..

LOVE

2009-05-13T06:14:00.001-07:00

Many of my frens asked me why am i in love with sui ying...all i can say is i dont know..the fact is..if you are in love u wont know why u love her because u cant describe love...love can be everything and love can be nothing.for me of cos love is everything..u can ask me why i choose to like her instead of asking me why i love her..why i choose to like her is becos she loves children n caring...and y am i in love with her..becos she is sui ying..if that person is not the type u lik,then u wont like her..but once u like a person u then from like will slowly evolve into love.and if u really love her then u will try to accept her weaknesses n enlarge her goods...so why i like her..cos she is cute, caring and loving.but why i love her. becos i lik her so i love her..thats my opinion..anyway.miss her so much..haha...

Days without her....

2009-05-10T03:51:00.000-07:00

She went to singapore on saturday morning...and thats the day we didn contact each other...cos for her to mesage me is very exp..so i ask her not to...but she still send me one message..she is a good gf...after dat we didn sms each other..on church without her helping me in my group is really tough..cos lots of things have to be done by me n esther...at night when i miss her i will just send few messages to her let her know what m i doing n ask her to take care of herself..its sunday..quite tired..cos didn manage to sleep well...slept at three i think...cos cant sleep...missing her...hkept on praying for her n myself too...May God bless our relationship...n really hope will receive blessings from other ppl rather dan disagreement...really have a hard time without her presence in church thou i go church is to serve god...after dese two days i found dat she really means to me a lot..so will cherish our relationship n till dat day we are able to date one on one..miss you..hope u too...haha..

first day in school

2009-04-15T05:44:00.000-07:00

at first.....i was lik dragging my leg to go in tp....den after dat i went to my class room to get to know my course mates.....guess wat...most of dem like football a lot....and i even get to know one of my class mate....he play for singapore under 21..cool rite...but now he said he quit le n wants to play for tp...den i told him i play for johor fc....den he was over the moon...den he said will will arrange a football game for our class...our class many handsome guy...got korean....many....mynmar...china...srilankar...really likes de envirenment der....hope dat i will be able to cope with it n may god bless me.....thx god for everything..n i m the assistant class rep..my teacher told me my cca will be very high....no need join any cca also can...yeah.....haha....its god s will....the end....

GOd is Good...YEA...

2009-04-08T22:33:00.000-07:00

really happy....i received an email from tp....n i tot dis was another rejection...so i didn really care bout it...when i press n check my status...wow...successful....dis word successful means lots to me.....cos i didn study for so long..now finally got to study in tp...god i love u..n thx for pastor james...god really speak to me through him...n now god has led me out of wilderness le....God i will never forsake u....yea...so happy.....thx for chris ...n ah jin..cos dey helped me a lot during these days...n also ppl who prayed for me....thx....god will shower his blessings on u guys....thx...

happy birthday to me n cy n hs

2009-04-07T07:39:00.001-07:00

its such a wonderful n unforgetful birthday party .....really thanks u guys dat help me celebrate my birthday....normally my birthday is lik oni me n my mom...i will just request my mom to buy me a cheese cake dat cost her about 67 dollars.....n i will be more dan happy...as u know...food is the best present for me..haha..nice to look at n nice to eat...but sometimes hard to digest cos i ate too much....wakkaka..dis year is totally different...with so many church friends celebrating my birthday n hs n cy it was awesome n so happy n touched....n of cos i was very happy cos sui ying jie ying mabel turned up for this party of mine n hs n cy..cos her mom don simply let dem come out ....so really happy to see dier presence in my party....thanks..thanks for everything...the meal...the cake....n of cos de present...like it very much.....n hope god will fulfill my three wishes dat i ve made during dat big day of mine...n thanks mango ...thanks for ur present ....i will duoble up wat my shi fu did to me....haha...twenty one years old...prepare for trouble n make it double...wakakakaka

its me n her^^

wish cy n hs all the best in their future undertakings...may god bless u guys...best frenz forever!

In love

2009-03-29T22:24:00.000-07:00

its a special kind of feeling when u are in love..i feel lik wanna seee her everyday....three days in church is not enough..cos wont be able to see her for four days..but never mind i shall bear with it...hope everyday will stop at that moment while i was together with her...right now...i can oni pray hard to god...ask god to watch over our relaitonship....cos i reall want to put a fullstop in dis relationship....will be my last....whenever i m not with her...i will worry..but wat can i do...the oni thing i can do is to pray..pray for gods protection be with her...just wan to tell u guys...when u found dat u lik dat gal or guy....try not to hide ur feelings towards him or her...cos u will regret for doing it...i believe god will make a way for me in my studies n also my relationship with MANGO...hahaha...anyway may god bless dose who are in love.....n hope my shi fu will be able to find his true love....

JC RADIX camp...ROCKS

2009-03-26T02:01:00.000-07:00

i never regret to go to this camp....its way too cool......wakakaka...i really experienced god in this camp....to me...five days is way to short....haha...its so fun....the games were fun....made lots of frens...n most important thing is i m drawing closer to god....everytime i worhsiped...i could feel the presence of god...its so strong...n i believe each n everyone who participated this camp felt the same as me.....n really hope dis year wont be my last year being a camper...cos as a camper..u dont need to do anything..just eat play worhsip...dats all....haha....anyway if god wants to use me for greater things ...ok..i m fine with dat....haha...just want to say thx for everyone include committee,all campers.....cos without dem dis camp is an impossible task to be accomplished...haha...hope de fire in our heart will last n ignite forever...don let it gone...really excited for the next camp....woo hoo....ya...i love ninja ...it makes my leg clean furless..haha....dese are the photos dat ah gal took during camp...most of dem are gals...XD
F4..female four
orang asli
i look wierd in this picture....anyway..dis camp rox....

The Debate:GOD exists or not??

2009-02-19T01:06:00.000-08:00

An athest professor of philosophy speaks to hiss class on the problem science has with God.The almighty.he asks one of his new student....
Prof:so u believe in God?

Stud:absolutely sir.

PRof:Is God good?

Stud:sure.

Prof:My brother died of cancer even though he prayed to God to heal him.Most of us
would attempt to help others who are ill.but god didn .how is this good den?

student is silent

Prof:u cant answer.lets start again..is god good?

Stud:yes

Prof:is satan good?

Stud:no.

Prof:where does satan comes from?

Stud:from god....

Prof:thats rite...tell me son,is there evil in this world?

Stud:yes.

Prof:evil is everywhere,isnt it?and god did make everything.correct?

Stud:yes.

Prof:so who created evil?

Student does not answer

Prof:is der sickness?immmorality?hatred?ugliness?

stud:yes sir

Prof..so who created dem?

Student has no answer

Prof:science says u have 5 senses you use to identify n observe the world around u.
haven u ever seen God??tasted your god?heard him??

Stud:no sir,i m afraid i haven

Prof:yet u sti believe in him?

Stud:yes

Prof:according to empirical.testable,demonstrable,protocol,science says ur god doesnt
exists...wat do u say to dat son?

Stud:nothing .i oni have my faith

Prof:ur faith??thats the problem science has.

Stud:prof.is der such a thing as heat?

Prof: yes..

STud:amd is der such a thing as cold?

Prof:yes

Stud:no sir..there isnt...

Stud:sir u can have lots of heat,even more heat,mega heat,white heat,little heat,no
heat.but we dont have such thing called cold...we can hit 458 degrees below zero
which is no heat,but we cant go any further after dat.there is no such thing as
cold..Cold is only a word we use to describe absence of heat..we cannot measure
cannot measure cold .cold is the opposite of heat..and heat is an energy.sir,jus
the absence of it.

Stud:prof is there such thing as darkness?

Prof:yes,wat is night is der isnt darkness?

Stud:u are wrong again.darkness is the absence of light..you can have low light,norma
light,bright light,flashing light....but if u have no light cosistantly,u will
have nothing n its called darkness,isnt it?in reality,darkness isnt.if it were
you would be able to make darkness darker.wouldn u?

Prof:so wat is the point u r making,young man?

stud:sir,my point is your philosophical premise is flawed.

Prof:flawed?can u explain how?

stud: u are making on the premise of suality..you argue there is life n death,a good
god n a bad god.u are viewing the concept of god as something finite,something
we can measure.sir science cant explain a thought.it uses electricity n magnetis
,but has never seen,much less fully understoodeither one.to view death as a
death as the opposite of life is to be ignorant of the fact that death cannot
exists as a substantive thing.death is not the opposite of life:just the absence
of it..Do u teach ur students that they evolves from a monkey?

Prof:yes

Stud:have u ever observe evolution with ur own eyes?(prof shakes his heads with a
smile n realize dat the argument is going)

Stud:since no one has observed the process of evolution at work n cannot even prove
dis process is an going endeavor,are u not teaching ur opinion?are u not a
scientist but a preacher??

Stud:is der anyone in class has ever seen the proffessors brain??

STud:has anyone felt or heard or smelt proffesors brain be4?no one appears to have
done so..so according to ur rules of empirical,stable,demonstrable,science.
u have no brain sir..with all due,how do we then trust ur lectures sir?

Prof:i guess u have to take dem on faith son.

STud:dats it sir..the link between man n god is faith.that is all that keeps things
moving n alive.

this is a true story....dis guy is non other than APJ abdul kalam the former president of india!!!

jie en has tagged me

2009-02-16T06:04:00.000-08:00

I've got tagged.

Directions : Once you've been tagged, you have to write a post with sixteen random things, habits or goals about you. At the end, choose five people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them. Don't forget to leave a comment (''You're tagged!'') and to read your blog, you can't tag the person who tagged you. Since you can't tag me, let me know when you've posted your blog, so I can see your weirdness.

Fact One :ppl say dat i m blur
Fact Two :i m not blur but alert
Fact Three :i love to play football
Fact Four :i m very lazy..
Fact Five :i love food..
Fact Six :i m not dustbin yang...my name is kao tze yang
Fact seven :my christian name is joel
Fact eight :i got no favourite colour..i think i prefer dose colours dat are FE SHE
cos looks ypunger when i m wearing dis colour
Fact nine :i think a lot...dis does troubles me alot
Fact ten :i m not decisive
Fact eleven :my favourite football player is ME...i mean messi...
Fact twelve :i m addicted to lan qiu huo...basket ball on fire
Fact thirteen:i dono how to express myself sometimes..
Fact fourteen:i m a good listener n a good counsellour
Fact fifteen :i m single n available..but oni christians are accepted
Fact sixteen :i often open my mouth big big while i m thinking of something..n i will
be very insane when i lack of rest...

NEW YEAR..BELATED

2009-02-10T08:32:00.000-08:00

erm....dis is de second time i went to bai nian with all my beloved frens ...... its really happy to have such a big group of lame frens...dier lameless will brighten up my day ....really want to thank all those ppl who helped me....firstly i would lik to thank christopher....cos he really taught me a lot of things....etc.guitar n relationship with gal n god....he is a good teacher for me...n i want to thank ser yar n han ten..cos dey very caring....dey are dose ppl who worried for others when something happened...n of cos all the youth ...chee yong...hui sean...shella...ah gal..mabel....jia wen.....ah jin....wan yen..esther ...jie yin ....sui ying..joseph...sam...cassendra...sok sien.....lots of ppl.....uncountable....although i just joined dis church ....but i felt so welcomed....all becos of u guys..THX....n i learn a lot of things from u guys too...n i pray dat god will watch over all of u....n bless u guys with a happy life...n blessed life...blessed are those who are poor...haha...kidding...really thx alot ....lol......a big muacks to all of u...sorry wan yen... i m homo...i totally not agree with ur eight paragraph second line....wakakaka....anyway..hope this year i m able to study in singaproe...cos i want to cotinue to serve in COP...n hope i will be more mature dis year...and have GOOD APPETite....n be more decisive......n bless my mom with a healthy body......about my nephew..i will upload next time...THX GUYS

BABY IN THE HOUSE!!

2008-10-15T20:16:00.001-07:00

really happy dat baby george is b....he is now botak..just lik a monk....super super super cute.....he is co chubby dat i cant stand to pinch his face....he likes to laugh....playing with him is really a fun thing to do.....when i see him smiling,i will feel happy too.....but he kept drooling....n whenever i carry him...my hand will sure have lots of saliva....hahaha......now let me present to u my nephew...GEORGE....

he is eating his finger...looks so delicious...hahaha...

he looks cute isnt it^^hip hop..

he is smiling ...cute rite...so chubby....now u know why i lik to pinch him...XD

don mess with me....XD

pray hard......n 5 hard^^

2008-10-15T05:09:00.000-07:00

nowadays...i was thinking whether i can get into singapore college or not...i felt very moody n gloomy when i think about dat......really hope god will open the door for me....so dat i still can serve in COP while i m studying in singapore.........plus...god gave me a very very very good present......really good..i prayed long long time......finally i got de present le.......i must cherish dis present^^so dat dis present will last forever....thank you God!!!!!now i can concentrate on doing my own things...i promise u god dat i wont spoilt this present dat u gave me n i will take good care of it de^^thanks thanks....55555555555 present...wakakakka...^^don ask me wat present is it??cos its a BU nENG SHUO DE MI MI^^

my nephew.....SUPER CUTE!!!!

2008-09-03T06:08:00.000-07:00

really happy to have a nephew living under a same roof...although sometimes he cry n makes a lot of noise...but still he is very cute.....but sad dat he is going b to singapore this sunday...so i must cherish those time while he stays with me....he is very chubby n i cant stop myself to pinch his face....so cute.....lik a polar bear....den my mom asked me when i want to have one baby....hahaha...funny...but hope my nephew can be healthy always n be a good sportman next time^^god bless him...

dis baby i looking at my cousin...XD

his spiky hair....haha..lik baby jack

he got a long toungue n thin lips like my sister...dis is oni his one quarter of his toungue....he looks cute when he sucking his own toungue due to hungriness...lol

he looks lik la bi xiao xin....very cute n chubby..^^

working in power up...

2008-08-14T03:26:00.001-07:00

long time didn update le...ah gal scold le...so must update...wakakakaka...working in power up quite boring...but luckily ders a bunch of vietnamese der...so i spent most of my time talking with dem......dey are very friendly....nice to chat with but dey very ham sap...yellowish brain...luckily i m firm enough...if not i will be very ham sap also...hahahaha....
dis is my working place....very dirty n messy....i can oni say de envirenment sucks...
dese two are my favourites vietnamese workers...dey are funny....de left side one looks exactly lik lee xiao long......very cute....dey can speak malay fluenty...very geng...
dis guy beside me is de factory s technician...he can fix almost everything...he even can speak chinese.. we chat with chinese...he really very goood....best among de best...wakakkaka

yea...first pay...

2008-07-31T03:06:00.000-07:00

today as usual i went to work by my viva...lol....n guess wat....i get my first pay...but dono y..i felt nothing when i got de money....maybe because i go der is just to sped some of my slakking time der....anyway 3days i earn 87....consider little...but nvm...dis is just a part time job..after one month i will quit quit quit.....no power up again...XD.wakakaka...after i get my complete one month pay den i will buy shoes n clothes....20+more days to go..jia you....i can do it de...hahaha

things dat i always thinking...

2008-07-20T07:46:00.000-07:00

sometimes i really felt very frustrated cos i like wasted one year...but still i felt very happy cos i get to know more frens in church n learn how reach out for dose ppl in church which are not dat popular....i learn dis from my master chris....my mom kept asking me to go somewhere else to study..lik kl or melaka....but i choose not to...becos i don wan to go so far...n i just started to get used to church of praise..n i wan to serve der forever....cos i lik dis church...plus i prefer study in singapore cos de envirenment der is better plus it is near to malaysia..i mean jb...but de main reason is becos i still can serve in COP....n i still can meet all my frens der....i wan to serve with dem...n work together as a team....n i really cant bear to leave all my frens here...cos ders a strong bond between me n my buddy in church...hahaha....hope n i pray dat god will continue to lead me n my life....n manage to study or get into a college dat can let me serve on friday n saturday n also sunday....Amen!!!!!

i m uncle now..XD

2008-07-12T08:03:00.000-07:00

today i went to visit my litle nephew in singapore.....he was very cute n chubby....hw now is about 4kg.....very cute...XD....when i saw him i feel lik pinching him..but he is still very young n i m sure next time he will become very handsome.....his name is george wong jia feng....sounds cool ....ahhaha..dats wat his father told me....

baby george sleeping soundly.

he smile at me when he woke up..

YEA GOOD NEWS

2008-07-02T03:57:00.000-07:00

yea....our ah kim finally tranfered to normal ward le....n he is fine now....tomorrow he is going for an operation for his facial bones...pray dat god presence will be with him n de operation will be very successful...n ah kim will stil looks good as ever....jia you ah kim...u will be a living testimony...n whoever read dis...pls pray for him...he need us n his mom too...thx...AH KIM WILL BE WITH US IN NO TIME..^^

siok day...

2008-06-24T04:20:00.001-07:00

this guy is han ten...he really is a very very good guy..guess wat..today he brought me n chris to jusco..den we discus wat to eat for our lunch...me n chris dont want to have our lunch in jusco becos too exp...but still han ten kor kor still bring us to jusco n he said he want to treat us manhathan fish...WOW..cool...de food der was lik....too nice le...hahaha...after dat he treat us drink tea..not in deli france..is starbucks...just drinks and a packet of chips cost 40+++...but very nice....today i didn even spend one cent n chris also..hahaha..me n chris cannot stand straight becos our stomaches are full with good food n good beverages...too sad dat ah jin miss out...too bad.....hahaha..me n chris too xin fu le...hahaha..thX HANG TEN KorKor..lol..

this is me n chris enjoying our exp tea...hahahaha..so nice....look at chris..he smile until his eyes cant be seen....hahahahahaha...after dat we went back n i went to school to play football with tim....another slakky but yet happy day .....woo hoo...

belated jpop partyXD

2008-06-23T19:53:00.001-07:00

ah jin de ninja boy...

me n jie jie steph..sad dat she will be going to aust to further her studies..hope she wont forget us...XD

me n my shi fu...i m a disciple of his..lol...but we r not gay..just brother s love oni..hahahahaha

me n esther...

me n ee ling...this time i spell her name correctly..XD

me n jie jie sok peng..

this is tim chee yong n me.

this is me n hui sean n shella...best fren forever..

dat night i was very happy..becos i m jpop king...n i won becos my eq is higher..lol...n dat nigh many ppl dress until very jpopish...n all of dem looked gorgeous...pretty..der was one ninja among us dat night...n he was ah jin...he looks very cute in dat ninja suit...hahahahaa..cute yet coolz.....n some didn turn up for this party...i think maybe is becos dey don have jpopish de shirt n don dare to come ba..anyway..i really enjoy it..n i took a lot of photos with *japanese*lol...tata

wohooo..lol...

2008-06-19T20:14:00.000-07:00

yesterday i went to school n play football with timothy n his friends....den while i was playing...got a boy who had a nickname called DU SHEN came to me n he told me that i change a lot....he said i became more polite....n more gentleman..n he straighly ask me whether i m a christian..n i answered yes...hahha...very happy dat other ppl can see my changes and dey can see dat i m different from last time.....n de happiest thing is he actually asked me whether i m a christan.....hahaha...good la...i did it chris..hahaha...al glory to god..n also thanks for the good influence by chris my master n shi fu....hahahaha..thx...ur disciple forever.......

Xin Xue Lai Chao

2008-06-18T07:48:00.000-07:00

hahaha...long long long time didn update my blog le...so today finally i decide to update my blog...today qwertysam didn go to work cos he is sick...but strange...no fever..no cough...nothing..but oni headache...for me i think he is not sick but too tired oni...so rest more...i went out wif chris dey all to sds to lim teh...suprisingly de food der n drinks der are quite cheap i would say....we really had a very very good time slakking der...n de steph n chris keep on saying K AP C means k f c....lol...really lik sha po lo...but very funny..cos u will never kno when dey are serious.....not lik me serious all the time ...hahahaha..anyway..during night time...i feellowship with my mom..n kinda enjoy chit chatting with her...n i really hope i can join christopher cell group..cos he is my teacher i m his disciple.......hahahahahaha.....anyway..thx god for everything .....Amen

tiring day....

2008-04-28T06:31:00.001-07:00

today i went to school early in the morning...cos my class starts at 830am....den ders some break in between ........today i learn alot of things...n very stress n scare becos many things have to learn.....hope i can understand wat i learn n study hard......so dat i wont disappoint my mom....really tired......lol......anyway...i prefer serving in chruch..cos atleast can serve god ...can play with ah jin dey all n other frens in church....lol...hope friday come soon......^^STRIVE

nice day...

2008-04-20T05:50:00.000-07:00

today as usual..i went to church with my brother by our new car...VIVA...quite nice....dis car is not too big nor too small...lol...after dat we attend the service....during lunch time we went to aunty elaine house for a lunch..the food der was awesome.....very nice....after dat i had to rush b to church for the drama practise.....i m the groom in this drama n guerss who is my bride...is GRACE....hahaha...i found dat she n her brother can act quite well....but grace seemed to be a little bit shy when me n her pretending as a couple ..... maybe she lack of acting experiece...n joshua can act very well..his action is very big n teachable of cos..many ppl make fun of me... dey said me n grace wat wat wat...lol..funny....anyway...today got tons of activities...n happy os tomorrow i m going to sunway jb ....woohoo....finally school goin to start!!yEA!!!

went to chris graduation ceremony in RP

2008-03-26T05:20:00.000-07:00

today i went to chris graduation ceremony...the ceremony starts at twelve thirty...n me n ah jin n steph waited for about one hour to see chris taking de cert from his teacher...really boring man...but at dat time...me n ah jin n steph scream lik crazy...all ppl in the theatre looked at us....wa kao...i think oni thick face like us can do it ba..lol...den we walked a long way to find a suitable place to take photo....den we took some photo n many funny incidents happened...cos ders a joker among us...is ah jin....after dat we went home.....anyways..lol....hope i can enter singapore poly....see wat GOD plans for me...we can plan our future but GOd determine our steps...Amen...God is trust worthy..^^

terrified moment....

2008-03-20T04:14:00.000-07:00

today i went out wif chris ....after dat we went back at 5......then i went to play football..... i miskicked alot of balls....den my partner passed wonderfully to me...n i just volleyed de ball....den suddenly a camry passed by....n de ball hit de side door of de camry.....n i tot de owner of de car will drive away...but NO,,,he came down from de car n open his car boot...den he walk to me n asked...WHICH BAI JI ppl kik de ball....n i said i am the one....den he went to hiscar boot n took a metal stik...dis stik was strange...infront of de stik der is a sharp needle or something....scary...n he asked to say again...n i said sorry uncle..i didn mean it...den he don accept n walked towards me with the stik in his hand....wow...at that moment i dono wat to do...lol...den i quickly ran away...hundred metre speed..lolfast man..n i ran to my fren house....he then fetch me back to the field der n take all my belongings...n ah soh told me dat barry very brave...barry told de uncle to calm down....n de uncle ask barry to call me b.cos he want to hit me...den barry said if u dare den hit me lo...wa...so brave man.....den uncle said ask him come i dowan hit u....den barry said to him if u wan hit me...u holding a stik who dare to talk to u...den the uncle walked away....really have to thanks barry...n indeed barry is very very brave.....barry my hero,,,lol....i swear i wont go back to kosa to play football again....wat a day.....i think maybe is becos dat i long time no ujpdate my blog le........thanks god anyway...thank god for my leg...thank GOD for everything^^n thank GOD for barry^^Amen!!!!!

getting result soon...

2008-03-05T06:25:00.000-08:00

seven or eight more days to get my result....by dat time i will still playing in the cool jc camp...but i really feel very unease with my spm result..cos i dono wat type of result i will get.....really worry about it alot..no i can only pray dat my physics will get grade above c5.....cos dat day when i was stting for physic exam..my stomach suddenly gave me a stun...not for seconds but for hours...den my brain stop funtioning...now couldnt recall wat i had written on my paper dat day..hope de examiner will give mercy on me...now i can only wait n pray..so hope god can help me n let me get into sngapore sollege^^........my SOLID FAITH NEVER breakS!!!!AMeN for dat...LORD PLS HELP ME!!!

getting nervous n nervous

2008-02-21T20:28:00.000-08:00

dis coming sunday got an audition for dose who wans to join de band of cop....n i hope i will be selected...lol....cos i lik music...lol....i will try my best to play it...i hope dat ders many ppl go for de audition dis sunday.cos all de leaders got more choices.....lol....today i got nothing to do...just play guitar ,,,dota session....n eat.....but i m very happy..cos today got jc radix..so i can go to church...n play...praise....sing songs...at home quite boring actually..i lik places dat are very RE NAO....although i m quite a quiet type of person...but i lik to observe ppl...n i also lik to make frens........hope tonite al the activities in jc radix will start n end smoothly...n many ppl will come....^^ok ....not much to rite le....cos nothing special happen today....so gonna end here..bye....^^XD
PREPARE FOR THE BATTLE OF MUSIC!!!!MUAHAHAHAHA

another boring day....

2008-02-14T18:46:00.000-08:00

i don have trhings to do....veli veli boring.....play dota...play guitar..everything ta ta ta.....sien man...lol.....but tonote got jcradix..so it will be fun....cos atleast got things to do.....n got frens to chat wif n got frens to paly wif.....hope god will bring revival to this church..n hope the pastor vision is the same with all the church members....^^thats all....god will bless this church n let cop be the blessings of pthers,..^^AMEN

happy day....

2008-02-14T05:13:00.000-08:00

i woke up n waited for about half an hour today morning....finally i heard jinz cars hone me..lol...den i went out n had my lunch wif them..after dat..chris have to rush b to my house...cos he need to teach timothy guitar....chris is a very good n humour guitar teacher..so who wants to learn from him just call me..0167479634..i will help u to book a day....i m his private secretary...lol....after guitar session..as usual we will have our pc game session...after dat dota session..so cool... we own many games..two oni ba..lol cost us two hours to own dem...lol...after dat chris n tomothy went b home...dat day chris very very happy...cos.....he can play computer..lol..i heard dat his repuplik com rosak...lol..koyak...lol..kepala pusing la...not much to write....so i shall end it here..thx^^lame...i know...=.=

boring day..

2008-02-12T19:04:00.001-08:00

i got nothing to do..my mom went out with her frens..left me alone/....oni thing i can do is play guitar n play computer...i really hope dat my result can be released today..so i wont waste my time slaging in my house....really wasting time .....nothing to do..nothing to study...no books to read...no ppl to play football wif me...so sad...=.=lukyily got zhu hui..she can play hide n seek wif me...sounds childish rite??but its quite fun...she is special gal...cos she don lik ppl calling her jie jie..she likes ppl to call her kor kor....lol..cool ler....i hope my result can enter singapore college...hope god will open a door for me....god wwill decide for me....^^

tiring day...

2008-02-12T02:26:00.001-08:00

today..i company my mom to do a womb check up of hers.........we reached der at 11.30am......and we left der at 12.00pm....after dat my mom told me dat doctor said my moms womb swells up..the docto said dis is the symtops of GENG NIAN QI....lol..she said have to take good care of it....so my mom is getting older n older by time...n she becomes more and more stubborn..lol....for me it is not a bad thing..cos she is quite funny...lol....hope her womb can be in good condition in no time...hope my mom can has a healthy body....when we reached home...she kept praising me..lol..she said i very guai..means good boy in chinese.lol....i was very happy but i didn show it out to let my mom see..cos i shy plus thick face....dowan let my mom to see i happy,..lolstrange hor...she even cooked italian mee for me to eat...very very nice...chun chun...better dan rose merah one....my mom is good...just dat her thinking is old version...oni need to update...so need to take a long long time ba...i believed dat my mom will change one day....^^

sad day...

2008-02-11T13:37:00.000-08:00

yesterday i went out with samuel dey all...we went to play dota....den my mom suddenly called me....i mean by phone la..lol...den i wanted to tell her whhere am i....but she was very angry...becos i didn follow my brother to go home..she said she don lik me to go out so late....but i wanted to explain to her..but she keep hang off her hphone..den i called her the second time..still the sdame...then i stopped calling her...sometimes i really feel dat my mom is a very unreasonable person...she is always rite...den till today i oni know dat she scold me becos she didn see me for the whole day...she said she will worry...i know it is true..but i think the main reason is my mom need to find another guy....i want to tell her that i m a big guy now....don need to worry about me so much...i know wat to do..n i know wat can i do or wat i shud not do...hope mom wont treat me as a little kid..n hope she wont bind me always....=.=...really hates her attitude...now i finally understand y last time my brother kept quarelling with my mom..not dat my brother dowan to explain to her..but is my mom who don give him the chance to explain....hope my mom will change.........den today she dowan to talk to me..for me fine...nvm..still got chat a bit la..but not dat much le...hope she can understand me...hope god will change her attitude towards her me my sis n my brother...i believe by prayers..she will be changed n molded by god...^^

super tired but fun day!!!!

2008-02-07T22:05:00.000-08:00

today we wenrt to jusco becos we want to watch movie..but becos of too many ppl there in jusco..we couldn buy tickets during noon time...den we bought midnite tickets^^....after dat we went back to my dua gu house...this is the cake for my dua gu birthday..it taste damn nice...so sad dat eleen cant eat..lol

dat nite..many ppl went to my dua gu house..ppl in de photo all r my relatives..i m glad and thx lord for this big family...realy happy^^wish dua gu happy birthday^^n be healthy always..^^

after dat we went to eat mamak...with hang ten eleen ah kim,n many more...but i shall focus on eleen..she keeps eating...non stop...sure fat next time...now she looks chubby..but i don dare to promise dat she still be de same as now..lol....eleen ...must keep fit ah..lol....dats all for today..lol

yunag yaw"s tooth...lol^^

2008-02-06T18:58:00.000-08:00

when i saw yuan yaw...just lik usual i didn notice anything special happen....den suddenly he smiled plus a yea hand sign...den only i saw something unique..guess wat..his fron t tooth only left half..lol...he still acting cute all the way...cant even find traces of sadness..really cool..got a cousin lik him really is a very happy thing..he always bring luaghter to us ...i believe his gal fren lik him becos of his humourous..lol...keep it up yawz....shine for god...comfort dose who are sad n let dem laugh...XD...bring souls to jesus...n be the salt f the earth...jia you...anywway..he really looks cute with his half broken tooth...XD

guess wat.my fren came to my house n we go out to eat breakfast..cool

2008-02-05T19:57:00.001-08:00

today as usual..i was lying on the bed trying to waste time..lolcos i got nothing to do...den suddenly my mom called me...n i heard she said that my fren came to visit me..dey are kok liem n sheng sheng....dey looked mature now..after dat i asked dem to take a photo...den we went to have our breakfast...its cool having breakfast with dem..dey kept dicussing about things related to politic..really....got nothing to say..cos i seldom read newspaper so i dono wat happen in our country....the oni thing i do is sleep..eat n play..dats all...after dat kok liem inttroduced me a game...and we went to a nearby cc n play dat game..nice game...while i was playing..my sis called me to go back home..com mom wants to use car..so i have to say sayonara to dem n i left home...sad...soetimes i really hope dat i can control time.so that i can always stay at those moment that i lik forever unless i start the time again..time really flies...must cherish time...time is money but we cant use money to buy time..so cherish wat we have in our life...don regret once u lost it......^^

wat a day..^^

2008-02-05T16:39:00.000-08:00

today...actually i wanted to go shopping with mom..but one of my fren suddenly called me..guess who..he is liang wei..one of my best buddy..he just came back from ns..so i pleaded my mom n my mom let me go out with him..lol..i think my mom not happy..lol..cos didn go accompany her..lol^^ den at nine fourty five..my fren liang wei came..we den went to pelangi...i was very happy and excited becos i love to go out with my frens..so its cool...i even saw natalie from my church...she went to pelangi too...she was lik a crazy gal..keep kacao me...next time she will know ^^XD..wakakakaka..n i bought myself one long pants black in colour n a black long sleeves shirt...looks cool when i wore it at the fitting room...after dat..we went back ...really happy to have a free driver to fetch me derXD...so good....lol...wat a day...cool n funny..i saw some of my primary school frens...all have changed into another person..maybe i shud change also...anyway i think i prefer my old self..so no need to change^^yea..after i went back to my home sweet home..i got nothing to do..just as usual..i will online n chat with church frens...nothing special happened today

Friendster - -TzE YaNg- Kao

2008-02-04T00:12:00.000-08:00

srry is a wrong move puting my friendster on the blog..sorry

first time writing a blog..

2008-02-03T23:35:00.000-08:00

yea..finally i got my own blog..but stil got many things to learn ...many things to write..cos i dono how make my blog to be cool n nice...lol..so this is all for today..n i will end the session here...good luk to all ofu..kiddin^^today just lik usual..boring..dono wat to do...just lik an useless person..
lol..everyday just slepp play n eat...i m tired of this type of lifestyle..hope i will be able to get a ok result so that i will be able to enter singapore poly...i believe god will open doors for me..we can plan our future but god determines our steps........good luk joel....